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Whenever anyone asks me how old I am, I always say 20. I don’t really know why, it’s not that I want to seem older than I am, because if that were the case I would certainly say I was 21.  It’s only been since this past birthday that I’ve done that, when I was 18 I always just said I was 18.  19 has been a kind of shitty year, well at least the first 8 months, who knows maybe I’ll have a turn around here in the home stretch.  But until then I’d just as soon pretend it’s not happening and continue being 20. In my mind anyway.  I wonder if I’ll feel different when I really do turn 20.  I wonder that before every birthday, if I’m going to feel different, and of course I never do, but maybe 20 will have a little more significance or something.  I’ll let you all know on April 16th.